.:!~dimanakah silapnya diriku~!:.

aku x tau la nape skung nie..
mcm berat sgt perasaan aku kt dye..
aku ke yg salah or dye ke..
aku ke yg ego sgt or dye..
dah nak smnggu lebih relation ship ktorng dingin..
even.. aku try cmner skalipun.. aura tu xde..
even aku gelak2 ngan dye pon.. tp dlm hujung hati aku x mcm tu..
x mcm dlu..
aku xnak rlation nie jd sejuk.. jd beku mcm mayat..
sedangkan suam2 kuku mcm skung pon aku dah x selesa..
mane salah aku dlm relation nie??.. mane silapnye aku???...
aku harap sgt sumenye kembali mcm dlu..
bile jadi mcm nie.. aku wat sume keje mcm x jd..
dah xleyh nak pike mane 1 tok life aku..
to: yg berkenan..
im sorry if i do a lot of mistake..
im sorry if im wrong..
im sorry if im hurting urself without realise bout it..
im sorry if my words thorned ur heart..
im sorry if my action makes u angry..
im sorry if my manner makes u worried..
im sorry if my life disturbing ur's..
im sorry coz dont feel that u are the one who really important to me..
if i can turn back time.. i will appreciate urself like u do..
i will love u more than the way i do..
i will hold u tight n don't ever let u go..
i will care urself more than u cared for me..
im sorry.. i can't help myself bout all this..
bcoz i love u..

nard@zlayers