.:!~trust~!:.

is there any trust that i can hold on.. just only by words.. can't promise anything.. just by confess can't prove anything.. just by telling that u love me.. i would trust u for all my life.. my experienced have told me a lot of thing.. i know.. I'm afraid to let other know that u are mine.. bcoz i'm too afraid that u will go to another woman.. i'm afraid that u will love other people than me.. i'm afraid that u will go away from me.. like other man do.. u told me already that u are not the same person for all man i know.. but.. feelings are changing.. as like other man said to me.. they are difference.. but in the end.. frustrated take a journey in the relation..

knife - rockwell

You touched my life
With your softness in the night
My wish was your command
Until you ran out of love

I tell myself I'm free
Got the chance of livin' just for me
No need to hurry home
Now that you're gone

Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal?
I'm so deeply wounded

Knife
Cuts like a knife
You cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend
Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
It's just a show

I'm on a stage
Day and night I go through my charades
But how can I disguise
What's in my eyes?

Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal?
I'm so deeply wounde

I've tried and tried
Blocking out the pain I feel inside
The pain of wanting you
Wanting you

Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal?
I'm so deeply wounded

You cut away the heart
Of my life